I am 33 years old and I discovered a white hair right on my head.
One day, I promised to me never cry again as soon as I get my first white hair.
I walked around the down town with another feet, thinking "This is maybe the last time I passed by here".
I don't realise yet why they make me always feel as a strange in this country.
But I think I am not a strange, because I was born in this world and boundaries are artificial.
This world is mine. I can't believe how I always think I did something wrong. Did I do something wrong? Why it seem they are always pursued me: "It's okay, Mariele, if I have not enough papers to be volunteer in helping people, It's okay".
I have no papers, I have no papers at all, I have my personality and my sense of helpfulness. Now I am looking for myself, I want to rescue me of all this.
And, nevertheless, world is beautiful because they are diversity.
I am going to accept my new position in this world, I have to change. I'm already changing, but I didn't see. I want to take the way where I feel safe and comfortable. Nothing else matter.






